So, if you take a peek at my "ticker" at the top of my blog you'll see that I'm down to 99 days until my due date. How in the world did I get to double digits! Eeek! That makes it seem so much closer. I realize it's still a ways off, but its definitely approaching at a rapid pace.
So, feelings about this pregnancy thus far...
I feel pregnant. Really pregnant. In multiple ways. I'm getting bigger by the second. I'm sure of it! I'm also feeling the aches and pains of pregnancy start to set in. I've had a lot of lower back issues, but I'm hoping and praying they will go away as soon as this baby comes out. At that time I'm sure I'll have other "issues" that will take over from the lower back pain. LOL The positive part about feeling really pregnant is that I'm feeling this little girl moving a lot more than I was awhile ago. It's such a creepy yet amazing experience. This is one of the parts that I'm sad I missed with my other two miracles. When I tuck the kids in to bed at night and sit down in my chair and start relaxing she starts to go crazy. A couple nights ago I was kind of slouching in the chair and all of a sudden I saw my belly JUMP out of the corner of my eye. She did it again about 4 times. It was so funny. Of course, Jeff couldn't see any of it no matter how hard he tried. I'm finding that while I don't enjoy the kicks to the bladder, I do really enjoy feeling that movement all the time. I like know that she's safe in there, that she's "still kickin" and that all is well.
I only have another week until I enter the third trimester (well, there is some debate over whether it starts with the 27th week or the 28th week but I'm going with the former). I really am finding it hard to believe that I'm already that far along. And I know that with the holidays and all the birthdays that are cramp packed in the next two months that life will speed by and then it will be almost time!
I also am not feeling very prepared for this little one. And actually when I really think about it, that's not true. The only thing we really NEED is another car seat, other than that everything else is just a perk. But I think that because I'm not preparing a nursery this time around (we're not even bringing the crib back to the house) that its making me feel like I'm not preparing enough. But truthfully, I only have a few more things that I want to get.... A bouncey seat, a swing, obviously a car seat, and a boppy. I really need to get started on making all the diapers I need, but I've gotten a great start on covers and wool for the diapers which is nice. Of course, there are things that I'd *LIKE* to have too - like a double jogging stroller - but if that doesn't happen its definately not the end of the world.
So, I guess I really am more prepared than I think I am. Now the hard part... to MENTALLY prepare myself for baby #3. That's gonna take a little bit I think. :)